complete, utter disaster.

thankfully, almost nothing in knitting is irreparable.
this is the 2nd djevellue i've been trying to knit for a week now. i knit a perfectly lovely one on the first try last month, but for some reason, i'm repeatedly making a mess of this one. over and over. again.
here's the first one [same yarn]:

see? lovely. as intended. definitely recognizable as the same hat in the pattern.
here are the messes i've created:


i knit on this for 3 hours at knit night wednesday, in complete denial.
i now know what i did wrong and why it just didn't seem right. [right? how about sane?]
i will rip. again.